The key word is unfocused...

Yeah. So I got all juiced to start blogging in March of 2006. Here it is September 2007 and I'm on my third blog entry. I've been reading alot of blogs since then. Does that count as blogging? That's me though..most of the time I'll think about something for a month or so. Read up on it, familiarize myself with it. Then at some point, I'll decide it's time to actually do it. Then I do it for 3 days, or 10 minutes and its over. I can say I've done it. Like blogging. Thought about it, read a bunch of them, decided on my angle, put one up, wrote on it twice, and could say I HAVE BLOGGED. Then.....nothing. Until now. Good thing I decided not to go into social work. I can just see myself...thinking about how much I'd like to help the less fortunate folks of the world. Going to school to learn how to be good at it. Throwing myself into the whole thing. Securing a job with the Division of Youth and Family Services somewhere. Getting my first few cases. Meeting with people, R-E-A-L-L-Y LISTENING to them. Convincing them that I can help. Then about three months into it, deciding to try lifeguard classes instead because less fortunate people are so..so...less fortunate! But,at least I'd be able to say I WAS A SOCIAL WORKER. The story of my life thus far. Ah, but for this short-circuited brain of mine. It's as real an adversary as if it were on the outside, stalking me. Threatening me with some pre-meditated physical violence. Got to get a handle on this some day. And soon. That said, there is an all night Murder She Wrote marathon going on as I blog! I read somewhere that Chris Meloni (Law and Order SVU) was in an episode way back when. Gotta see that! Right after I find my Nursing School brouchure.